I've quit smoking so many times. Hell, I've not smoked probably as much as I've smoked. I picked it up again when driving cross-country in the spring. And now it's time to stop, a-fucking-gain. What a mess. Now I go through three days of hell as my cost for smoking for 5 months.
Smoking - do I love it or do I hate it? I gain nothing by doing it except for diminished health. I gain everything by not doing it.
Today is the day. I have 2 cigarettes left. There are stores everywhere that sell more. For today, I will not buy any.
To be honest, Winnie has some. I need to make a declaration that I will not bum. I'm hedging. Why?
Today, I will not buy.